::when a blood spills out from my brain::

Diri ini terlalu penat....

~sigh~

my brain isn't function very well today

...ngantokss!!..

my body is getting weaken...and starving...

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Semalam 29-10-2009
Aku baru je dpt aku nyer offer letter as RA

Punye la berkurun aku tunggu jawapan

Dulu aku pergi tanya, kata akan send ke alamat kediaman

sampai la nie habuk pun xde

Then, bila aku pergi ke IPPP UM

siap bole tanya lg "betul ke xdpt lg? Dah tanya fakulti?"

perghhhh...ayam btol ayat die~

for some reasons

org2 admin kt UM ni mmg bodoh agaknya

lembab buat kerja atau mmg xtau buat kerja

time aku dtg tue, bole plak bertekak sesama sendiri kt office

depan2 sume org

 si jantan sekor ngn si betina sekor

confirm bangang!!!

bila aku tgk surat tue, terang2 bertarikh 24 Ogos...

in fact, i just got it yesterday (29 Oct)...

eihhh..rase nk tumbuk je sorg2

This will be valid for 12 months, but since I've decided to do a master 

it shouldn't be a proble-mo...

Nota kaki: nasib baik aku bukan boss diorg. Kalo x dah lama aku terajang keluar je orang2 admin yg xproduktif / yg bila ditanya buat muka sial...takat SPM je kot...so xpayah nk berlagak lebih.

::Through my window::

So sweet bout this iklan

its soundtrack...just nice

even I've no idea that song actually was belong to Bunkface

truly a local talent~

 All credits goes to Khai...coz kasi tau apa tajuk dier. lol~

 i Dont want much, I just want everything

Thought that I could, do almost anything

One step in front of the other

Thought that I could do it alone

In the blink of an eye, it's just another day

Telling me why, I'll find another way

Got this feeling, got me reeling

I can almost start believing

 Now there's me and you

And we are not alone

You and me

We are together now

 Through my window, I can see there's

More than you and more than me

Me and you

And we are not alone

 Different view

We are together now

Through my window, I can see

Our wildest dreams could be so real

 I see a spark, it starts a fire

Is this the one worth waiting for?

Thought that I could do it without you

Cant exist like this anymore

Now there's me and you

And we are not alone

You and me

We are together now

 Through my window, I can see there's

More than you and more than me

Now theres me and you, you and me

We are not alone and we are together

 Through my window I can see

Our wildest dreams could be so real

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::A.L.O.N.E::

While am typing this, actually am still in a lab

to settle down my 'growth curve'

I've been work on it since noon

....Almost 8.00 PM....dammit!!

::alone::

I got a song when I'm listening a radio just now

entitled "Please don't leave me" by Pink~

::just loved it::

Here's the lyric...

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da da-da da

I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time I've kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
Da da da da-da
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is... broken

Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise

Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Da da da-da da

Please don't leave me
Da da da-da da
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry.

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da da-da da
Please, please don't leave me

Baby please don't leave me
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no
You say I don't need you but it's always gonna come right back,
It's gonna come right back to this.
Please, don't leave me.
No.
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this

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::my 3k cheque::

Today is my happy day ever...

While am busy with my stuffs in the lab

my friend Chua, asked me

"awak punya cek..mau letak mana?"

3k is written on my cheque

I didn't get my honorarium for 2 months actually: August and Sept.

2k for saving

and spending the rest...weeee~

Nota kaki: Alhamdulillah~

::Atap umah runtuh::

Mlm td lebih kurang 10.30pm, tgh2 duk tgk tv...

PRANGGGG!!!!

bunyi benda terhempas...mmg gile kuat.

Mula2 tue ingt dr umah org laen...

bila tgk umah sendri rupenyer.

Esbestos atap bersepai...

Umah kitorg ni dah la tingkat 14 (paling atas)...

sebahagian atap yg jatuh tue confirm2 trus ke tanah...

jenguk2 gak ke bawah...

kot2 la kan ada yg terkena hempap dek esbestos yg maha keras nie

..xke mampos...

Apa yg bole di buat skang...

buat aduan kt Badan Pengurusan Hartanah (BPH) Putrajaya~

Nota kaki: Nasib baik yg runtuh tue atap luar...

Dikesempatan ini...

congrate to Kak Linda (Sis kt Dental fac)

coz getting married!!!!

7 Nov ni majlis dia...

di Kelantan

Ktorg mmg da pakat nk pergi..

Penginapan di support plak tue

pergi sambil bercuti di Kelantan katanyerr

sape xnk...

Lagipun, last aku pi kelantan time lawatan 'anak2 kecil' dlu time skola..cehh!!

Nak shopping and mandi pantai sokmo~

Nota kaki: Buat kak Linda, semoga menjadi isteri yg solehah & bahagia ke akhir hayat bersama hubby tercintaaa~  

::Memoir of Eid 2009::

Hey guys...FYI

it's just a beginning…I knew there’s nothing much here
…many things need to keep up…
…hopefully, I could spend some times updating all stuffs here…
…a story is about to tell…weee~

Syawal 1430 just passed...ermmm, been in hometown to celebrating Eid together was a great and awesome!!! these pictures could tell the happiness although lil' different this year...

No more 'angpow' !!! ...dammit

Bila cucu2 wak Jakpo (atok) da beso2 sume~

Actually, this year punyer raye was the best ever...why?? sbb got chances to meet up with some old friends...lame giler kot xjmpa diorg. Almost 5-7 years. wohooo...lame sial xjmpa bdk2 busuk nie..jmpa2 dah besar2 gajah sume. Perangai giler ttp xilang. lol~

Nevertheless, enjoy giler even penat sbb merayap umah mmbr2 lama smpi tengah malam. Layanan & hidangan mmg cun n superb...dgn tercetusnya konvoi raya 'skala kecil' nie...maka, ada ura2 nk wat reunion 'luar biasa' by the end of this year...

Nota kaki: everlasting friendship is a beauty of sharing...

::Visitor from Thailand::

Throughout this week was my hectic days...

headache coz can't run my extraction stuffs..

...got a prob with d machiene..need to service.

Aku punyer la plan cantek2...last2 tersadai.

That one is ruined...but there's alot to settle down...goshhh~

I am stress...stress like want to kill someone...lol..hopefully not in this lab...

tiap2 ari kena balik lambat...

like yesterday, i went home about 7.30pm...

..taking photos and updating data...

yg lain?? kul 5.30pm dah blahhh...

sampai umah, mandi2..sambung lg wat report...tido pun lambat..sigh~

Alkisah semalam...

tup..tup..ada pelawat dr Prince of Songkla University (PSU), Thailand

(per ntah nama die, pnjg sgt susah ak nk ingt)

she came to give talks bout her research & also promotes the master programme they have...

The seminar was started at 11am ...

NOT BAD AT ALL...actually!!!

kt sana pon ada islamic studies rupanya. Dlm pd tue, aku pun duk usha la PSU ni rank ke bape..

sbb THES09 pon baru kuar ritu..

Di Asia UM ranked 39, PSU ranked 109

Nevermind...in term of research, byk lg perkara yg bole dikongsi bersama~

When talk is all over, we had a lil' refreshment...

 = apple crumble ice-cream was fantastic..pheww ~ yummy!!! 

Nota kaki: Bila ranking naik kita dikompang dirai bagai nk gila...bila jatuh, alamat mampos la ko. Sape nk jawab?? VC gak yg penat nk jawab ...

Ptg td, 2.30pm...

Jamuan perayaan secara besar-besaran anjuran fac dental UM

kitorg pe lg, pas je solat jumaat

dok pakat g melantak sana

dgr2 ada 3 ekor kambing tumbang

bdk lab ni kalo dgr bab2 kambing

mmg pantang!!!!

Nota kaki: Bau pon da cam kambing ~